Thursday, December 30, 2010
The Plagues in Exodus
Saturday, December 25, 2010
Ephesians 2:14-22
14 For he himself is our peace, who has made the two groups one and has destroyed the barrier, the dividing wall of hostility, 15 by setting aside in his flesh the law with its commands and regulations. His purpose was to create in himself one new humanity out of the two, thus making peace, 16 and in one body to reconcile both of them to God through the cross, by which he put to death their hostility. 17 He came and preached peace to you who were far away and peace to those who were near. 18 For through him we both have access to the Father by one Spirit.
Saturday, December 18, 2010
Daniel 9
The Seventy “Sevens”
20 While I was speaking and praying, confessing my sin and the sin of my people Israel and making my request to the LORD my God for his holy hill— 21 while I was still in prayer, Gabriel, the man I had seen in the earlier vision, came to me in swift flight about the time of the evening sacrifice. 22 He instructed me and said to me, “Daniel, I have now come to give you insight and understanding. 23 As soon as you began to pray, a word went out, which I have come to tell you, for you are highly esteemed. Therefore, consider the word and understand the vision:24 “Seventy ‘sevens’ are decreed for your people and your holy city to finish transgression, to put an end to sin, to atone for wickedness, to bring in everlasting righteousness, to seal up vision and prophecy and to anoint the Most Holy Place.
Sunday, June 20, 2010
God's Love
Since about 9am the theme of my day has been, strikingly enough, God's Love. Why is this striking to me? For probably the past two or three months I have been in a constant struggle with belief that God is loving, or that God really cares at all. This concept to me had seemed so distant, foreign almost. I felt like the world around me was being consumed by my sinful nature. Lust was at an all time high, I had distaste for the world around me; my Christian brothers and sisters, I was supremely uncomfortable in believing that what I was doing with my life was what I was supposed to be doing. Countless nights I would spend awake just thinking about what I could do to change things. It was always based around my self-worth and work. I prayed constantly. I would ask God to show me, clearly, what it is that He wanted me to do with this cynicism. I prayed that He would show me how I could love my roommates and how I could love those I fellowship with. Did I hear an answer? To me, I heard nothing. What was I expecting? I was expecting a divine intervention, I was expecting God to stop time and stand in front of me and say "Kyle, this is what I want you to do". My mind was obsessed with this idea. I had become so dependent on thinking that God would give me this feeling of knowing what I should do with these sin areas, and really with my life as a whole. The more dependent I became on a feeling, the more distant I grew from God. It all came to a breaking point after reading the incredibly influential book Disappointment with God by Philip Yancey. What I pulled out of this book changed my life, and really my view on a real relationship with the personal Creator God. What do you expect? I felt was the theme of this book. Over and over again would the author ask What do you expect? And I would continuously find myself realizing that I expect things that I can't even give out. In fact, I expect things that, if given to me, would not change the way I thought at all. What I expected were feelings. All I wanted was to feel like I had control of myself, to feel like there was significance to my life. Rather than thinking of the truth God has set before all of us, I relied on this erroneous desire for feeling. But what does this accomplish? Does having a specific feeling towards something make it objectively true? I would argue that it does not. When we think about things such as our families, do we also think that our families give us a good feeling all the time? If you are a father (or mother) you know that your children do not always bring about a sense good feeling in your life. In fact a lot of the time children make us angry because they don't seem to listen to a word we say. Does this mean we should not take care of them? Does this mean we should stop believing that taking care of them is what we are supposed to do?We don't do things like take care of our families because it brings us a good feeling. We do it because we know that it is objectively the right thing to do. Our feelings and emotions change constantly. If all we based our actions off of revolved around feelings, we would be extremely lost, depressed, individuals. Rather than basing our mindset and actions off of feelings, we need to look at objective truth. The truth of the bible is that God loves us and nothing can separate us from that love (Romans 8:38). The truth is that God has a plan for everyone (1 Timothy 2:4, John 3:16). The truth is that God is with us wherever we go (Matthew 28:20). The truth is that the Lord has already promised to provide everything we need (Matthew 6:26-34) The Lord came to sacrifice Himself so that we could have a relationship with Him. Our purpose is to be one with God. We are here to live for Him and for His work. We are here to bring others to repentance (2 Peter 3:9). All of this cannot be done without Love. Love is not an emotion, not a feeling, but a truth. The truth is that God is love and the only reason we can love is because God first loved us. If we are connected with God, we have the capability to love others as He loved us.
Today I taught on God's love to a class of fourth and fifth graders, read 6 chapters in the book A Praying Life- Paul Miller which talked all about God's love and read a paper on the Love of God. It seems to me that the Lord is speaking. I have sinned today and I will continue to sin every day, but God knows that and God forgives that.
"Your Grace is sufficient for me. The God of forever, from everlasting to everlasting, praise be Your name."
Tuesday, April 27, 2010
Beings of Independence?
If God, the One who created and sustains life (Colossians 1:16-17), exists, then should we not be subject to Him? Is He not the most important thing, or being, we could ever think about? If we depend on Him for every breath we take, every step we walk, why should we not be subject to Him? Our existence, without God, is no existence at all. If God exists as a personal, loving and perfect God, which He must according to the concept of man being made in the image of God (Genesis 1:27), then He must desire a relationship with us. Does desire mean that God needs a relationship with us? Of course not. God is self-sustaining which means that God needs nothing to exist. This is best described in Exodus 3:14, 14God said to Moses, "I AM WHO I AM"; and He said, "Thus you shall say to the sons of Israel, 'I AM has sent me to you.'" I AM has the direct implication that “nothing was before Me and nothing is after Me because I not only sustain myself, but I exist infinitely”. If God is perfect and can see nothing but perfection, how is it that a human, being sinful and full of evil (Genesis 3), could relate to the perfection that is God? Surely we could do nothing to please God. There are no amount of good deeds and/or good works that could bring us close to a perfect God that has no wrong and no evil. If God has a standard of perfection, how do we think that we as humans could attain that by trying to do good things on earth? For us to come into a relationship with God must mean that God had to bring us to Himself... reconciliation (John 12:32). A completely perfect being cannot make an imperfect decision. If God chose to redeem us, then that must be a perfect, and good, decision. And God, being perfect, must also be just and punish evil. For God cannot be perfect and accept evil. God, in the form of the man Jesus Christ, reconciled all humanity to Himself. He, that is God, came to earth and lived the perfect life, the life that only God himself could live. God became fully man (Philippians 2:7) and relieved Himself of His divine power (Philippians 2:5-8) so that he could taste death for everyone (Hebrews 2:9). Not only did He taste death, but He Himself saw no decay (Acts 13:37), but rather was raised from the dead(John 20). The resurrection of Christ was the final step in God's plan of reconciliation (John 16:16-22). The man Jesus Christ was one with the Father God (John 5:18-32, 10:30). Jesus is the savior that God sent down to reconcile fallen humanity (Genesis 3) to Himself (John 14:6, Romans 10:9, Revelation 3:20, Acts 13:38-39, 1 Thessalonians 4:14, Colossians 1:13-14). Through Him, that is Christ Jesus, forgiveness of sins, the wrong things we have done that separate us from the presence of the perfect God, is proclaimed to us (Acts 13:38). We can enter the presence of God without fear by simply accepting this free gift God has offered to us. You see, He, God, desires a relationship with His creation. So much so that He came down in the form of a man, Christ Jesus, to make that relationship possible. All He asks is that we accept His forgiveness proclaimed through Christ. We just cry out to God saying Abba, Father (Romans 8:14-15) and say “Lord, I want Jesus' death on the cross to apply to my life, I know that I am a sinner and that I am separated from you God, but I want that gap bridged and I believe that the death and resurrection of Your Son Jesus Christ is the bandage that will heal this wound of separation”. Once we make this choice and proclaim it vocally to God (Romans 10:9) He will send us His Holy Spirit(John 16:5-15) as the helper(John 16:5-15) that we so desperately need. Those who choose to refrain from accepting this free gift will suffer the just punishment of the perfect God, that punishment being eternal separation from His good and perfect presence (Romans 1:18-32, Colossians 1:13) . In other words, we will be in Hell. We are not independent beings, nor were we created to be. We may want to be independent, we may say that if we do not believe in God that we are independent because God does not exist, but the truth is that you exist because God wants you to exist and because God causes you to exist. No matter which way we look at it, we are always dependent on God, whether we believe He exists or not.